does she ever let you down?
i'm paranoid and nervous. panicked. i don't sleep well anymore so i'm always tired. and itchy lately too. neurotic. i keep going upstairs thinking something bad is happening even though i know that the thumping i hear is just the cats running around. my chest hurts. i'm worried about everyone. and myself. i can't stop. and now i can't drink as much milk as i like to anymore because i've regressed back into my lactose intolerant phase again. i'm not sure why i take the comfort that i do in drinking large quantities of milk. i just do.

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