2003-05-10

i don't want to go to a wedding in tomorrow
i am crying. and i'm very tired. adam got punched in the face by some ass hole at the bar because when he dances he takes up a lot of room and this ass wanted to dance as well so he punched adam. and it was awful. and it made adam sad for the rest of the night. which made me sad for a reason i couldn't figure out until i was halfway home in the cab.

adam makes me feel like i could really love somebody. i feel love from him and he brings love out in me. i mean, as i said goodbye to him, i leaned over joz to the boy and said "don't be sad" and i kissed the side of his head. i didn't even mean to. i just did it. and it's so amazing because when we were talking tonight, i realized that he doesn't judge anyone. he just lets everyone be who they are. and he is just who he is. and i don't worry about what he thinks of me because i know that he understands.

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