2003-03-07

no jokes
fucker. i'm cold.my hands are actually frozen feeling and i've been inside for half an hour.

although i have a strong feeling that spring is in the air, behind the freezing temperature...

i had my first rehearsal today and it was good. i love those girls. they know i get nervous and i'm quiet when i have to teach my movement so they were really all so great. it was great.

and it's odd. i'm pissy at all my old friends. even ss and kd. really. we decided last friggin week that we'd be hanging out tonight. definetly. so i made no plans. then no one has called anyone and i heard that kd was going to someone elses house tonight...and that i could go if i wanted to...uhhhhh...whatever. last time i went out with her to someones house, she went downstairs and got high and didn't come back up for two hours. then when she did come back, she sat on the couch wrapped up in a blanket ignoring me. weeeeeeeeeeeee...

and ss didn't come to my show the other weekend even though he said he was excited for it and wanted to come. he hasn't called or even just written me an email. grrrr. so i'm pissy.

and i wanted to go to a crazy big ass party tonight but i have no one to go with and it's not the kind of party one would go to by oneself...boo.

so instead i'm going to be staying home eating spinach lasagna with my mom her boyfriend and his son and my uncle watching some movie that my mom and bf are choosing...oh god...save me now...hahaha...i don't know what's worse, actually spending my friday night like this, or the fact that i'm probably going to enjoy myself...

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